actually, no. i really can’t.

i hang out with people that are either dating/in a relationship or just got out of one and don’t really know what to do, and these really conflict with what i want because i’m pretty much in the middle. i’ll be honest, there are times where i wish i would like to have a boyfriend. but i know that i wouldn’t be ready to be in a relationship and i don’t know if i can handle it with everything that i have to do for the next 2 years if i want to get into nursing school. being in college makes me realize that no one really takes relationships seriously, and i would be a hypocrite if i say i’m not one of those. and lately, i think a lot about what i really really want, and i’ve concluded that

i just need to wait and be happy.

“Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.” -Romans 12:2

Ever since i saw this at DC 2010, that verse has been imprinted in my head. my conclusion is not a recent realization or anything, but it’s something that i KNOW i really want. i know that there are and will be times in my life where i will be just living in this world, but i know that there are people that will come and go in my life, but God will still be there. He always has and always will. My faith may not be the greatest at the moment, but i know it’ll never die and will always be something i’ll have.